Life worth something deep, and so demanding
Holding wholly unto my fear
Affairs form my humble understanding
Songs I will never hear
How the hell would I know the truth about Heaven?
I've never looked the other way
Peasanted to pain not committing
Hoping to feel like another day
Look what it did to me
Can't do it again
Lessons, infinitely
Prisoner, true to my pain.
Unsung Melodies
Perhaps the most heartbreaking line in the entire album. When performed by Betheny about Roxy, this becomes literally true - these are the songs Roxy will never sing, the music lost forever. It captures both the specific tragedy of a vocalist's death and the universal grief over all the unlived possibilities that die with our loved ones.
Survivor's Burden
"Peasanted to pain not committing" captures the guilt of survival - being reduced to mere servitude by grief while lacking the courage to follow into death. It's a brutally honest admission about the temptation of suicide when grieving, and the shame that comes with choosing to live while questioning that choice.
© 2024 Written and Produced by Shaun 'Soulo' Parsons